Saint Rafa's Fish
This was my St. Pierre had at Rafa's. It was so simple - nothing to it. No sides - no garnish - I think Rafa even came over and took away my bread basket before he brought over my fish. Grilled a la plancha - nothing more than olive oil and sea salt. He gets his fish from fisherman friends fresh each day - and uses them only fresh that day. What he can't sell he cooks up for family dinner. What they themselves don't eat that night - basura - trash. But more often than not he'll run out of fish that night - a tight operation. His fish are ugly - evil-faced sea monters - gaping mouths, murderous eyes. Nothing like the St. Pierres we get in Paris. Those you could watch in a pretty fishtank. These are so ugly that you know they've got to taste good - really good. When Rafa himself slipped that plate in front of me, I sat back in awe. The first thing you notice is a good fresh, fried aroma that you want to eat out of the air - try that for a positive memory-inducing scent. Then you start by working your way carefully around the tail and the spines along the back - sucking each internal-organ-endangering spike completely clean of delicate meat and traces of gelatin - a prelude of what's to come. Then the top filet - an easy, meaty reward. And then the head. I swear Rafa told me at least three times - before he even made a move to give me a fish - that I had to eat the head - that it's the best part. He looked deep in my eyes - not wanting to give up a precious St. Pierre to a non-believer - otherwise I think he would have suggested some nice safe slices of tuna tail instead. And the head - stop your snickering - it was the best part. Buried treasures - discovered and savoured - though I must admit I'm not an eyeball fan. And then still reeling - the bottom filet - bare handed - silverware and so-called civilised eating long forgotten. A few notes on Rafa's cooking - he cleans his hot plancha with vinegar - any cheap vinegar will do he says; and he cooks with olive oil that he's just brought up to a boil - and keeps warm on the stove in a pot - he says that way your fish will taste like fish - not olive oil; and salt - he likes Spanish sea salt - any good one but nothing special. I think the story of how the fish got its name - and black spots on its body - is that St. Pierre once grabbed one but released it when it protested - and forever marked this fish with his saintly thumbprints. To Senor Rafa - I'm a believer.
